Film Camp Day 3.....

Hey Another Slice Friends, Family & Fans !!!

It's Adrian, again commenting on Film Camp...
I'm on the 3rd Day in & again was late 2 hours (Dumb Neighbors Fight)
So, The group was Learning about "Audacity" and how to create & mix
Audio for out "(4 Short-Films) that was easy to me, since...
I do it weekly with my own music (I Am a Musician you Know...)
There were pretty great ones I gotta say !!!! (Mostly Horror)

So then we headed over to W2 Vancouver *2nd Base and we got a
Teaching about "Pitch" well, after that teaching this started
getting wobbly for me for I was sure about my "Story" But, again
My partner was Not. (That's Life) I kept repeating in my head.

So, I "Sucked It Up" & did the best I could. But, noticed I was getting
distracted by "Teacher" Alejandro always over my shoulder.
(I mean, I'm sure he sees major potential, But like "Class" if your
breathing down my neck, I get Freaked Out)

So, after 1 hour of that & being "Somewhat Confident" I Fell Apart
when I had to present my "Pitch" to the group...I failed miserably.
My thoughts were one story but my voice was wayyyyy off track.
Again another day Disappointed to Myself (more than others)...
I'm a Perfectionist. I get more "Pissed Off" if I fail then ever...

So, after getting "Harshly Criticized & thrown Idea's at) I felt
very down like I've been shot & I just noticed...Cuz, I KNOW
I could have done better If I tried a little more.

My strange reactions after that caused the group to question my Motives
& wonder what is happening to me...myself included. (So I went home quiet)
Since then (8:00-10:pm) I told myself "Suck it Up" 2morrow is the
"Final Pitch" and I ain't going to Waste this Moment. I know I Can do It.
with that, took a pen & jotted a 2 New stories with the same Concept But,
Different Direction. with Confidence I will surprise everyone Tomorrow.

"Well, Here It Goes...."

Cheers,
Adrian